Goodbye 2008 and Heelloooo 2009

So today was my last day in Napa of 2008. It was good. Nan, Des, Rex and Garret left this morning. Ehh dont like goodbyes. Then I slept till 12. Me and Mere went to lunch with Matt and Squeeze Inn[ahh it was so good]. Then we dropped of Matt and went to the outlets, downtown, Boardgarden, Target and back to the outlets. Got some stuff. Then chilled at home a bit and when mom and dad got home ian went to bball and we all went to dinner. It was good....cept this lady took our picture and the lady said "lemme take it over, she closed her eyes!" and i was like "uhh sorry no, my eyes are just like that" HAHAHA.bitch you're asian too! hahaha. Anyway, then I got remember the daze back from Chloe and then went to matts house for a bit. Im reeeeally excited to go down to LA. Been 6 months. Wanna just see my fraaaaaans. Well....h0lla. LA tomorrow and bye mere! see you in May!


Happy New Years Eve foooool.

Two. Zero. Zero. Eight.

Hmm, 2008. Doesnt seem like its been a year already. What has happened?

Dont have that great of a memory from the beginning of the year but ill try :]

January:Spent new years with Chloe and Keana just chillin. Drove down to LA with mere. Got asked to turnaboutttt. Chilled at Northwood a lot.

February: Met Davontea, Vinnie, and Quique. Went to Turnabout. Got my permit. Went to LA. Had fun. Got sick. Partied. Went to competition season.

March: Weather got warmer :]. Spring Break. John visited.

April: Computer crashed :[. Visited John in Rancho. GLOW IN THE DARK TOUR w/Alex.

May:Got preeeeetty hot out. Ian turned 14. Chilled with Vinnie a lot. Had a good time in LA. Went to Atinas sweet 16. CST's. Got a new phone.

June: Ended sophomore year successfully. Started summer school. Turned 16 :]. Bday sucked. Chilled with Katy and Saffron a lot.

July: Went to Tahoe with Matts fam for 4th of July. Finished summer schoool. Chilled a lot. Had the BEST time in LA :]

August:Chilled a lot. Saffron moved :[. Realized a lot of shit. Summer ended. Started Junior year. Got closer with Max.

September:Chilled with Chloe, Keana, and Quique a lot. Babysat. Went to the new Sonics.

October:Fall is here. Homecoming. Football games. Grandma came. Kalyn in the Bay! Got my license :]

November: Saw Nana de Carlo at Battle of the Bands in Sac with Cynth and Dani. Big game 08! Went to FIDM. Got in some drama. Paulas party. and Thanksgiving with the Fam.

December:Got my first ticket. Finals. Adventures. Fun time at PB&Js. Sister came. Christmas :]. Shopped. Cousins came!

Now going to LA for New Years. And havent been down there in 6 months. Im excited:] Missed everyone dearly :] Kay h0lla. and So long 2.0.0.8!

Christmas 2008

Hmm I woke up around like 11. My mom was making breakfast but I was too tired...considering I didnt sleep till like 430 last night "/. At 12 we drove over to skyline to go "hike" if that what you call it. Me and mere were just messing around the whole time and freaking out about slipping in the mud and stuff. Besides alllll the walking we did, it was quite fun :] So got back at like friggen 4. I ate some lunch and stuff. Then I read hella so mere can finally get the daaaaamn book. But anyway, ate dinner and looked at hella old pictures and had some good laughs! Me and mere were looking at old pictures on her mac and stuff....and then we ended up watching a bootleg version of Twilight. Lemme just say, im sooooooo happy I did not waste 10 bucks to go see that "/ book was wayyy better. Cept Edward is quite a fox!!! HAHAHAHA. So dont know what im doing when I get down to LA since the plan for New Years at Johns house has failed "/ Blah...I really wanna go to downtown disney or something...or go to the beach and just relax and chill. I dont want anything big. Idk but aaaaanyway, my cousins are coming on saturday, im happy for that. Have a haircut today!!! not doing anything major but ive needed one haha. Might go to Antioch with Quique...or will just chill with other people. idk yet. Im excited for LA though...I need it, its been a while! h0lla!!!!

hope everyone had a good xmas :]

Bad Shopping Days, Sushi,Vaaaaampires, & Xmas Eve

So I went to Frisco on Monday. The weather was perfect. Went all on Haight but for some reason...i saw stuff I liked but didnt wanna buy anything "/ It kinda suckedd, and my back was hurting and I was all burning up and shit...whatever. Anyway, so after we were all done on Haight, we drove around and ate at Chow. It was really good[besides that fact that what i got happened to be heeeeeeeella spicy] and the atmosphere was fun. We were in a reeeeally gay part of SF and so the place was filled with em:] but it was a nice part of SF. Then we drove to this one store and my sister got some boots. Then we went and got ice cream, heeeella good. DEFF going back. We drove around a bit more and then we drove back home. Stopped at Corte Medera on the way. Got a shirt at Lucky Brand. Went home and mom made burgers. After that I drove over to Grants and hung out with him and Jaxon. It was chill. Havent chilled with them in a while. At 11 I drove home. I dont remember what I did but i slep and stuuuuff. Yesterday watched tv and hung around the house for a while. Then went to Matts at around 5 and chilled with him and Jordy. Dropped them off at Matts moms and then drove home. After a little while my dad took me and Mere to go get sushi. We picked up dads friend Gary on the way. Food was heeeeella good...they were drinking so we stayed way too long. Then went home and Mere wanted to read New Moon since she just had finished Twilight so I read like all friggen night and finally finished. Like 260 pages right thuuuuuuur. Anyway, so I finally slept. Woke up this afternoon. Made a sandwich then drove over to Grants to pick up the other book and chilled outside with him for a while. Now im home and bored. Might go to Berkeley today or go chill with Max. And maybe seeing Twilight tonight with Grant IDK. AAAAAnyway, xmas eve already...daaaaamn. h0lla!

Mad Back Pains

So change of plans. Went to eat in Benicia and then went around Berkeley for a little bit. I really wanna go adventure there someday !! join me? Anyway ohhhhh and I found out im not going to LA till the 31st instead of the 30th "/ whatevaaaa. So lately, Ive had the worst backpains ever. They are the worst. So they are killin me right now so imma just relax and watch Juno or Transformers or something. Night :]

Fast Driving and Sistaaaaaaa

So 2 days ago had lunch with dad and Ian. Then dad got a new tire for maxs bike so he fixed that so me and ian rode bikes to maxs to drop his off. It started raining but it was hella chill...cept hands froze! Anyway, dad didnt wanna go out to eat so he let me take the Acura[love that car] and me and ian went to Jack in the Box and got some stuff. We ate and then i was bored so I decided to drive over to Grants house to go pick up New Moon so we talked a bit and then I left and drove home. And I realized I love driving by myself at night to some really good music after it rains :] HAHAH. the best. Anyway, then I just chilled and slept. Friday woke up kinda late. Went with dad to World Market to get some champagne and stuff. Then to Safeway. Then we went home and wrapped some gifts. Matt called so took the car over to his house and chilled there a bit and looked at his drawings. We drove over to his moms for some dinner. Then I drove home....took the hella long way...it was chill. Mere and mom were back from LA so we chilled. And then me mere and dad went to the taco truck and got some stuff. Quique came over for a bit and we just chilled with mere and when he left me and mere just messed around on her Mac for a while. I slept after some Degrassi hahaa.[marathon starts monday! woo haha] So today woke up at 12, got ready and me and mere went to the outlets for a while. There was a lot of cute cardigans and stuff in JCrew but I got a Rogue Status tshirt from Zumies and a shirt from Lucky Brand. Spent only like 32 bucks wooo. So still have some left over but imma save that. They restocked like everything at the AA though. I stopped myself from buying a new hoodie haha. But ill probably go back and get one or get some Ts. After we just chilled at home and watched Harry Potter and ate. Then we went back to the outlets so she could get a coat. Then we went to Target and got some goodies and I got some gloves yee. We came back home and I put up my xmas lights in my room and quique came over and we chilled with mere and jammed to incubus. Going on a day trip with the fam up north tomorrow. But hmmmm what should I get...cant decide..:[




or



hmm. whatev...ill probably eventually get both but yee.

oh and i really want Toms shoes. okay peaceeee h0lla.

Cancer.

Hmm I think its HELLA weird how some horoscopes can be so weirdly true. Since this year started, Carlien has gotten me to check my horoscope everyday in TA and now we check them all the time. Sometimes they keep me on my toes! AAAAnyway...for today...

Ellegirl.com:
You're pretty emotional today. Little things have an unexpected impact on you. Issues that you'd thought you'd resolved may resurface, leaving you feeling just as unprepared and raw as you did the first time. Protect your emotions today. Don't walk into a situation that almost guarantees upset. Be very cautious while driving, biking or crossing busy streets, especially midday. Others aren't paying attention to you and may not even see you, so it's really necessary that you look out for yourself today. Drive defensively and stay off your phone while your hands are on the wheel.

Horoscopes.astrology.com:
[I personally refer mostly to my "Quickie" of the day]
You'll get along well with people left and right--it's a good day to make plans.



Hmm dont know what to expect....since the day hasnt really started but whatevaaaa. Ugh now that I havent taken the time to sleep imma prolly sleep in hella late! lame. whatever....now im scared to drive cause its telling me to be cautious....dont want another ticket now do we! hahaha.


Anyway, so Im pretty damn excited to go down to socal like..idk its time. And its been like 6 months but it doesnt feel like that long...but it will when i hear all these stories of whats going down. All good though, meaning there wont be any running out of convo with anyone, especially with tayne...not like that ever happens anyway haha. But I really want some good adventures down there and stuff. Wanna just chill with the girls....and then driving back up with Alex so that should be fun. Well...thats it for now. h0lla!!!!!!

Its Just Like Magic

love local napa bands hahha :]

PB&J's!!!! & WELCOME XMAS BREAK:]

So had a hella easy spanish final today and a hella easy english final today...besides the 3 essays part! haha. So after school dropped off Max and went home. Had to take dad downtown to get the car. I drove straight to Maxs. Patrick was there. We chilled for a bit and decided where to go to eat. We went to Nob Hill and they got New York Pizza. Then we ate and chilled in the car and went to Chloes house to get Remember the Daze back. Then we went back to Maxs and chilled and watched tv for a while. We then drove to my house and chilled and did nothing. Updated iPods and stuff. And played on the keyboard and then Patrick and Max skated outside. Then Max set up the drumset and jammedddd. After a while dad took us to Taco Bell and took us to PB&Js to watch nana de carlo. Cept it was a girls bday party that none of us knew so we thought it was hella awkwarddd but D-killa told us to come in. It started with a huuuuuuuuuge battle of blowup balls between me matt ben patrick max and ian. I was getting owned. Then me and matt teamed up...then max joined and we owned them yo!!! it was sooooooo intense!! im hella burned and beaten up. Then the band played and we hella dancedd and went crazy again. and gigged fashoooo. The band played a little more, more dancing. and thennnnn we left. pretty damn good start of xmas break!!!! :]

Finals Schedule Adventures!!!

So finals started yesterday. Had ceramics[had to make a tile for the math building mural] and then had chemistry[hella easy. got notes and everything! haha]. Then after school Max came over and we ate and watched tv and stuff. Then we got hella bored waiting for Sammi and Quique so we went to 711 and got some drinks and went by redwood to watch ian play football[just drove by and yelled at him haha]. Then we called Matt and drove up by his house but he was leaving so we drove up Browns Valley Rd and went all the way to the road that would take us on the freeway to Sonoma so we turned around and drove back. then we went by his house and got his board and then went to Vine Hill so he could skate the mini ramp. Took some pictures. then drove to the outlets and walked around there for a little bit. After that we went to target and walked around and then got Keva Juice and then went to his house. We chilled and I messed with Nya for a little bit. then we just watched tv and chilled. Ate fried rice and potstickers. then we chilled a little bit more and then I drove home. Hella good day. Today I had TA[pointless. just evaluated presentations]. And then i had Geometry...it was actualy really easy! yayyy. Cept for proofs....fuck those!!! After school mom picked us up and dropped Max off and then dropped me and Matt off at Squeeze Burger. Hella good. After we walked to Redwood and Matthew picked us up to do some salesman business haha. We ended up going to Anthonys house and the whole band was there so they counted all their ticket money and I watched Christian mess with music on Garage Band. Then me and Matt went back to his house and I had HELLA bad cramps so I was hating it. After a while of just chillin in pain. Mom picked me up. Just chilled at home for a while and then drove over to chloes and chilled there and ate a little bit. Then came home and ate rice and now im hella bored. But not in pain so all is good! Cept some realllllly stupid shit that is going on but whatever. Im over it. English final tomorrow "/ laaaaaaaaaaame! We ahve to write like 3 essays. fck thattt! Wahtever....and moms leaving for LA. So we are adventuring again tomorrow. Maybe fairfield mall or something. idk...cept i have no money. idk but yeeeee. TOMORROW IS LAST DAY BEFORE XMAS BREAK! so exciteddddddd. but yeah so h0lla!!!!!

Pre-Finals

So finals start tomorrow "/ laaame. Well my history final started yesterday and I finished it this morning. It was kinda hard but whatever, have an A in that class. Anyway...so its been pretty cold these mornings and nights but its weird how everyone is trippin out that theres no snow in Tahoe and stuff yet. Whateva...least im not snow crazy hahaha. Aaaanyway, last weekend was fun...things have been good lately. Getting my Instinct probably tomorrow :] and just bought my ticket for Slims for the show on saturday! yayyy. that will be legit. gotta be in a dancing mood though! hahaha. And Mere will be up neeext weekend too! :] That should be fun. So Paul is trying to hook me up with a job...get paid hella good. And then...i wish to buy these...!


pretty hahaha. And then all that other craaaap I want :] yee yee. Oh and I just watched Garden State for the first time in a while a few days ago and omg, i love that movie so much! hahaha.
So my main focus for 2009 is to get my room hella perfect just how i want it. It will be so legit....shit! okay well......im out. h0lla!

TICKET

Yay im so happy its the beginning of the month again. I was oooover November haha. So things have been good so far. Turned in work apps. Finals next week though...but im not trippin too much. ohhh but... I GOT MY FIRST TICKET TODAY........for doing an illegal U-turn! sooooooo dumb...and it was right in front of school how embarrassing hahahahahaha. But whatever. Oh btw, watched Mean Girls for the first time in a loooong time the other night and it made me remember why the fck i loved it so much. Well yeah.....im out. peeeeeeace.!

thankful

So to start off, Wednesday I just stayed home and chilled all day pretty much. Went to the gym with Ian and Ben that night for a few hours. And yesterday of course was Thankgiving. Woke up kinda late, got Jack in the Box with Quique and ate at my house. Then he left and I just chilled all day and read and stuff. Then ate thankgiving dinner. Hella good. As always, mashed potatoes and gravy hit the spot!!! Didnt do much after that, went to Bens and played xbox 360. then he came over and we played on my xbox and then he left. Quique came over and we watched some funny vids and we were being hella dumb. He brought me a heeeeeella good cookie from boon fly! yayyyyy. Then we went to 711 and got a slurpee. Then we went back to my house and just chilled and finished Garden State cept he had to leave at the beeest part of the end. Whatevaaa. So I finished it and then watched Say Anything but I fell asleep too. So hmmm its Black Friday...oh man a year ago was when Tayne was here. To me, it doesnt seem that long ago...idk but yeah. Probably just going to chill out today...dont really wanna go anywhere that has huge sales cause I dont wanna be around people today haha. Parentals are going winetasting...they wanted me to be the DD. YOU KIDDING ME! hahah that would be the boringest experience ever! srsly. And I have to go to Yountville later to do my spanish foods project with Chris. Well...h0lla! gon go play pool with Matt.

Get Silly!

So only had 2 days of school this week. Pretty pointless if you ask me. Oh yeah and im being hated on! haaaaay. Whatever I dont even care, they can believe what they want. Anyway, yesterday Chloe Keana and Blanca wrote on hella papers and taped them all on the van hahahaha. Hella funny. Everyone was looking at them. Anyway, took Matt home after school and chilled and finished my book. Pretty intense. Then around 6 I got ready and drove to Matts. We chilled and talked a bit and then had to go to Chloes to drop off Remember the Daze. Saw her 7 toed kitten! haha. Then me and Matt drove over to Paulas. We went in and were the only ones giggin in the dance room! hella funny. After that more people started coming and not many people were dancing. The boys were all just against the wall, laaaame. But we were all dancing so it was fun. And Quique came after a little bit so idk he was kinda funner cause he was danicng over with us. Good shit. It was chill, we were making fun of how some people were dancing. After a while like around 10 me Quique and Matt left. I drove Matt home and then me and Quique dropped my car off at home and went to his house and watched Garden State:] yayyy. Then I came home and Band Camp was on tv so I watched it haha. So it was a good day. Today probably chilling with Quique or something and then going to the gym tonight with Grant and Ian i think. so h0lla!!!

FIDM, clam chowder, wii, and TP

Today was a very fun day. So woke up early to go to the FIDM open house in Frisco with Chloe and her motherrr. Got into the bay at like 9 and got a taxi to union square. Went into FIDM and looked around for a while and then was out by like 11. Walked around a little bit in Macys and Urban and stuff. Then we took the shuttle back to Fishermans Wharf and got clamchowder in the breadbowls, salads, and sodas. Chillled and ate and told hella funny stories. Then we went back to the car and drove home. The whole way through the city, and till the end of the bridge me and Chloe were hella yelling at people on the sidewalk. Good shit. Then when I got home I chilled for a bit and then drove to Quiques for his dads birthday. A bunch of his family was tehre and Sammi, Ben, Jaxon and Noah were there too. So we all chilled and played Wii and me and Sammi just looked at all his old yearbooks and stuff. We ate and then me and Jaxon drove to Maxs to get his horse mask! We drove bakc and chilled and threw paintballs in his backyard....Ben threw one at me! Anyway, then we were all waiting outside to leave and so me and Sammi got in my car and were talking about stuff and the guys got all pissed and drove off in Quiques car. So me and Sammi went to 711 and got chocotacos :] yum. then we went and parked in the Vallergas parkiing lot and I guess the guys were there too so we locked the doors and they tried to get in and we laughed so they got all mad and drove off again. Then they came back and we all made up and shit. Then they went around TPing people and throwing paintballs and shit. Hella funny!! While they did the "damage" me and Sammi just chilled in the car. Then dropped them off now home. Just chillin :] h0lla. Gotta read hella and do my essay tomorrow and maybe go downtown for lunch :]. and turn in apps.

A Million Little Pieces

Saturday ended up driving to Target with Ben and meeting up with Sammi and Noah. Went into Target. I left for a little bit and picked up Dimitri after his basketball practice. We went back to Target and we all chilled there for a bit. Then we all left and went to 711, dropped Dimitri back off, and then dropped Sammi, Ben, and Noah back at Sammis house. I picked up Grant and went to Matts house. We chilled there for a while just in his room. They smoked a little bit and I just took pictures of them hahaha. Then Matt was going to a party right down my street so I drove him there and Grant came over and we all chilled with Ian and Ben. Then after like 2 hours Matt came back to my house and Grants mom dropped off some food and my mom drove us to Matts. We just hung out and ate and watched tv and stuff. I was getting hella scared outside cause of Matts break in and so they were messing with me. Then around 1130 we got picked up and dropped off Grant and I just went home and slept. Then Sunday I woked up and watched Cheaper by the Dozen cause it was on TV and left around 12 and picked up Alex and went to the movies and we saw Madagascar 2. It was funny but the first one was way better haha. After that we went to Buckhorn and ate fries and walked around and stuff and then he went to the skatepark and I drove home. Chilled at home most of the day and went with the fam to the taco truck and then went and saw the new James Bond. Pretty good. I realized in movies like that, killing someone is not even a big deal! haha. Weird. But anyway then went home and chilled and when I was getting ready for bed Hook was on so I fell asleep to that. School today wasnt really a good day. I was so lazy and just didnt want to do anything. Lunch was fun. Chilled with Jaxon Matt Presley and Jake. After school remembered I needed an outside reading book and 400 pages read by Dec 1st. So I got A Million Little Pieces. Already read 74 pages. Pretty good :] Thats about it so yeah. H0lla!

Big Game 08 [Faaast Like a Naaascar]

So yesterday was a gooooood day :] Woke up and it was like 75 outside! it was so nice at 7AM ! so why would I go to zero period on a nice morning like that?! Ended up going to Grants house, picked him up, went to 711 to get drinks and then went to school[amazing how my parking spot was still there! yeahhh] and stuff. I think I finished my pinch pot...might have to carve one more design. idk yet though. Had a sub in 2nd so me and carlien just chilled. Did skits and wkbk in spanish. Then didnt go to 4th and went to go eat with Quique and Jaxon. Got back at lunch. geometry obviously sucked. Stupid ass immature boys in my class man i swear!! so annoying. Then in english we went to the computer lab and I just messed around with Matt, Adi, and Joe. Got in trouble plenty of times. :] yeee. Then after school drove Ian to memorial stadium so he could buy his ticket and the line was heeeeeella long so I dropped him off and I picked up Alex, went to Quiques to get his money, went to my house to drop off the car, got my stuff, went in Quiques car, got drinks at Chevron and got to the stadium. Didnt have to wait long cause Ian was waiting. Then got our seats at the Rooter section! yeee. That area was craaaaackin! Aaaanyway, watched JV, they lost but it was fun. Then varsity started and seniors started trying to kick all the juniors out of the section..you swear! hahaha. maaan during varsity we were going crazy! It was hella fun! Drumline was playing Tell Me When to Go...even though Napas band was way better! And halftime show was dope. then it got to the point where we knew we were gunna lose but it was still okay. Damn they shot so much confetti and glitter throughout the game. Daaaang it was everywhere. Whatever, after the game I got Wendys and went home.

Now im just chillin, figureing out what to do today. Probs chill with Sami or Matt or something. Then probably adventure later with cynthia yeaaaaah. Well h0lla.!


oh and BTW, congrats GHS :]

Pointless Day

So last night ended up going to Matts and chilled and watched Saving Private Ryan with him and his dad. They are such chill guys. Went home around 10. Chilled and finished downloading all my music. Today was a dumb day to go to school since we have tomorrow off. We didnt really do much in any class. After school went to Taco Bell and dropped Max off at the skatepark. Been chillin and doing some mad cleaning. Theres a party tonight but i cant/dont really want to go. Going to probably chill with Matt, Jordy, and Grant or something and maybe chill with Davontea and Vinnie when they get back from the party. idk yet. But yeah, no school tomorrow. Im excited. I wonder whats going to go down. I wanna do something hella fun though. Maybe we will bust a mission to Chipotle or something. Well h0lla!

DAAAAANCE PARTY!

Sooooo its been a while hahaha. Well in the past week....or 2 however long its been haa ummm well Chloe and Keana cant hang out with me anymore because they got drunk on Halloween. Ive watched some dumb scary movies with Quique hahaha. I been chillin a lot. Rain has started comin in. I learned to do a front flip on flat ground...but with mats...but i need to clean it up a bit. And I think thats pretty much all...worth talking about haha. But aaaaaaanyway so far this weekend has been fun. So Friday I drove to school, wasnt cold, had a chill day through school. At lunch went home to make a sandwich with Max and Jaxon then went to 711 and got some stuff then went back to school. Then after school I chilled a bit then I drove to Quiques and Ben was there. We chilled and then Quique drove Ben to my house and I drove there. We got some money and I dropped off the car and we went to Rockzilla. We freehand rock climbed a bit and then Ben taught me how to do a front flip :] good shit. Hella tiring and now im hella sore! After that we picked up Jesus, then Cris, and drove to AC to get Ramzi and then went to Sonics. These girls in this car hella mugged us and then the guy driving flipped us off and drove away and then after like 10 minutes, they drove back and hella threw stuff at us and spit hella shit at us! it was so bad dude! haha. Whatevaa then we ate and chilled there for like a million hours. Then drove everyone home and then i hella fell asleep. Then yesterday Quique called me and we went to the bank to get some money and then got gas. He dropped me off and Cynthia called me and asked if i wanted to go to Sacramento with them to go see Nana de Carlo play at Battle of the Bands. So Quique came over and I told him I iddnt tthink i was going to go to Concord with him and Sammi was pissing him off so he got hella mad and just left and now hes mad at me? hha. whatever. So I drove to the skate park to pick up Max and Alex and we got Taco Bell and chilled at his house for a bit. Then I went home and Cynthia and Dani picked me up. We picked up April and drove to Sacramento. Took heeeella long and got a little lost haha. Then we fiiiiinally got to Club Retroooooo. In the beginning it was mostly some hardcore screamo bands...not my thing. But mosh pits are fun to watch. Then finally Nana de Carlo started playing and it was such a change and we were dancing and it was so fun! Then after they played we got more pumped and this hardcore band came on called Hello Sailor haha and we were all yelling like the singer :] and going crazy and me and Cynthia went into the pit and it was hella funny. we were just swinging our arms. Then after a while we got tired so we were sitting on the floor and jamming and then the winners from last year came on and they were like techno alternative rap stuff and it turned into a faaaaat dance party! started by THEEE napa kids :]Heeeeeella fun and tiring. Then they announced winners. Nana de Carlo got 2nd place! out of 30 bands and missed first by like 3 votes. ughhhh sucks. The winners won 1000 dollars and a sponsership. suckkkks. But after we all chilled and then drove home and jammed to good stuff. got home late, ate, and slept. Now im going to Vallejo for Ians shots and then eating and then hanging out with Matt! h0lla!!!!!!!!!

Cardigan Weather

So today was pretty cold but a goooood cold :] Pretty good day actually. After an okay day at school Quique picked me and Jaxon up and we went to Quiques and watched Family Guy then went to my house and chilled. I hurt my neck hahahaha. I love overcast semi cold days like today :] I just dont want it to get colder hahahha. I wish it stayed like today. Blah anyway didnt get to drive today cause of stupid insuranceee. but probably going off tomorrow and stuff :] exciteddd. Taking the vaan with hella people hahahaha.well h0lla. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYNE! LOVE YOU.

Licensedd!

Wooooooooooo got my license yesterday :] very exciting for me. So when I got home me and Ian left and went out for a little bit. Ian:"Dude I feel so illegal!" hahaha. Anyway, got home and then got Alex and Max, got taco bell, and went to Maxs. That was pretty chill. We just messed around and ate and chilled and rode his bike outside and messed around. Then went back and watched Remember the Daze and ate dinosaur chicken nuggets haha. Then we just chilled and then went crazy taking pictures. Then Quique got off work and picked me up. We went to my house and just talked and then watched more videos on youtube. Then he left after a while and I just chilled and I dont even know what I was doing for that long but yeah. Then I talked to Chloe for a while and finally went to bed at like 130. So going to Marineeee Woooorld and Friiiiiight Fesssst today :] Very excited. With Chloe Keana and Julie! That should be fun....but yeah thats about it. h0lla!!!!

Maybe not so much..` & Happy Birthday Momma!

So maybe im not sick after all....like...not as sick as I thought. Cause today just had a stuffy nose a little bit...not even bad. And I felt a looooot better than ysterday. So school was okay. Sub in 0, watched a movie. Made a bowl in 1st. Watched presentation in 2nd. Comp lab in 3rd. Movie in 4th. Sub in 5th...he was hella chilll. and poster in 6th. I was with Taylor and Joe and they are hella funny :] So after school madreee picked us up[me max ben ian]. Went home, chilled a biiiiit. Drove to the outlets with mom and dad...dad got jeans, i just went to drive. Then drove to browns valley market. Went home, chilled, had dinner, then went up to the church to just practice parking and all that shit. Idk...like im pretty confident and shit but if i get a bitchy test person they could fail me for anything haha. Anyway came home after that and been chillin. Ahh test tomorrow...ugh im kinda scared hahaha. whateva, fail or pass imma still be chill...just a bit down :] Anyway...thats about it. h0lla at me tomorrow yo :]

Siiiiick :P

Yoooo. So yeah im siiick again "/ Maybe its just allergies but idk...this is the same time I got sick last year...and I was sick for like 4 months. Fck that hahaha. But anyway So over the weekend I saw kalynnnn! Left on Saturday around 3 after I chilled with quique a little bit. Met up with Kalyn, her mom, and her aunt. Then we got to the car and drove to Planet Pooch, where her cousin works..doggie daycare, and chilled there for a while. Pretty funny. Then we left and checked into the hotel, got washed up and went out to eat at El Corro in South SF. After that we went into San Bruno and went into Barnes and Nobles and then went to her cousins apartment. Omg..it srsly made me wanna move out hella bad and have my own apartment yo! And she has 2 huskies and they are hella cuteee. Anyway..after a while we left and went back to the hotel to watch Pineapple Express. Kalyn fell asleep cause shes seen it 2 times already but I was hella laughing :] good shit. woke up hella early to go get her cousin, drop off the dogs and go to breakfast. huuuge breakfast, didnt even finish that shit. damn. Then we went into the city to shop. Bonded with Kalyn in Macys for a while, fun stuff.Then went to H&M and Urban and stuff. We got some jaaaamba. hella good.Then we left and went to the hotel and just chilled and went to the nacho bar downstairs. We went and picked up her aunt and cousin and went to this italian place to eat. That was hella good and dessert was hella good too. had hella funny convos too. Then we met up with my mom in Pinole but over all, hella fun weekend and it was so good seeing her! So schools been whatever this week. Havent done much. Chilled with Alex yesterday though and that was veeery fun. Now im siiiick and it sucks like shit! Now im just chillin. License test on Friday...shit. H0lla!!!

Craaaaaaaaaaack

Yesterday was a preeeeetty good day. Like things went well. Had to some stuff in US history and that was hella boring so I didnt do it. But glazed some more stuff in ceramics and wrote tayne a letter :] haha. Then just messed around and played hangman on pauls iphone in TA. Grant "made up" with Quique at break cause I called him a pussy for not doing so before and it was the funniest shit ever. for real. In spanish we took a test and then we were learning clothes so these freshmen josh and Attalah had to put on her clothes..hella funny. In chem I just talked to Jaxon and copied this paper. At lunch I went off with Josh Carlien David and Alex..it was fun. We just went to 711 but it was hella good. Carlien got me taquitos and I bought a coke. Then went back to school and chilled with Jaxon Quique and Savannah nd stuff. In 5th we did this dumb shit on the calculators..hella boring. And in English we took a tragedy test...failed it probably hahaha. Then read and it was funny. After school went to Chloes and ate and just chilled. Did maaaah hurrr. Then my mom picked us up and we went to the game. I chilled with Hollie for a little bit and then met back up with them and then Alex came with us. That was chill...chilled with Sami too and Amanda and Ashley and Nancy and stuff. Which was fun. I swear, during varsity game...everryyyone was getting hurt haha. But anyway so after the game we went home. Me Ian and Ben had hot chocolate....cept mine tasted like shiiiiiit. Then watched Degrassi and went to my room and watched Remember the Daze but I was on the phone with Dimitri the whole time I watched it over but fell asleep right away haha. So today woke up like 30 mins ago going to SF later today to meet up with Kalyn and then staying the night there and leaving sometime tomorrow. exciteeeeed. I wanna buy something today though...just cant think of what "/ but yeah...so h0lla at it.

Grandma..:]

So grandma got here on Monday :] Havent seen her in hella long...like srsly. Idk though shes getting old "/. But its been nice...like i havent talked to her much or anything but just having her here is good enough for me...Anyway, this weeks been alright. Been chillin at lunch with the old group from last year haha. Its been chill. Lots been on my mind lately....I dont like it but yeah. So im hella excited for this weekend. Going to chill during the morning on saturday, maybe do breakfast. Then going into the city to meet up with Kalyn!! havent seen her in like almost a year. So imma stay the night with them and then leave sometime on sunday. So im excited for that. well yeah...grandmas leaving tomorrow:[.
i needa make a point of trying to see her when i visit LA now....and my nan and stuff. Cause i miss them yo. Damn....arrite im out. peace.

Hoes and "Cat Videos"

So this weekend was pretty funn. Saturday quique picked me up and we chilled at the house for a bit. Then drove to Keanas and played Guitar Hero and ate. Then Chloe came and we chilled a bit. Then they had to leave so me and quique went to Buckhorn and got some food. We talked about a bunch of shit. Then he dropped me off and i chilled for a while. Round like 10 I drove to Keanas house for the night. Chloe was there. We chilled for a while then ate candy and talked. Ended up watching Vacancy round 1 something. Kinda intense haha. Then watched remember the daze. I fell asleep during the movieee like halfway maybe. Wokeup round maybe like10. TAlked and chilled. Then had pancakes. Talked and chilled. then motherrr picked me up round 1. Quique came over. Him Ian and Ben were looking at cat videos and stuff and they were hella funny. Then we ate some pizza. Then picked up Jaxon and went to Cris's house. He had an interview for some huuuge national soccer team thing...pretty dope. So while he was doing that me and Jaxon were watching Quique make some siiick beats. After a while we all left and got KFC and went back to my house. Ate and talked and stuff. then the guys decided to play football with Ian so I just watched them. Pretty funny. They left after a while then I went to the movies with Alex and saw Eagle Eye. It was heeeeeeella good! :] So just got taco bell and now just chillin. h0lla!

NOT EVENNNN

So today was an all around pretty good day. TGIF. It was quite windy today though and cold. But did some pointless drug survey thing in history. made another bowl in ceramics and trimmed my cup, hella confusing, and got my mug back, and got clay aaaaaall over my jeans "/. corrected hella papers in TA. Took a test in 3rd and Attalah brought me a muffin :]. Boring shit in chem. Just did work in math, hella easy. And just read and had to do a reading log in English. Did my book conference after school on The Notebook. Then met up with Keana and Chloe. Went to Chloes. Made rice. Just chilled, got ready for the game. Got Taco Bell and went to the game. It was pretttty fun. Saw Sammi and Paula there and they were hella funny so me and Keana were talking to them for a while and got all warmed up because we got hyper so that was coo. Then got lollipops and sat up in the bleachers for a while. Then went with Carla to get some more lollipops then chilled with Dimitri and Ben and Ian and stuff. Then went back. Mostly was with Keana Chloe Ardell Brad Lizette and Carla. They were hella funny though. haha. So Luis and Betty won homecoming. I hella thought Kyle was going to win so it was weird but he was first runner up so it was all good. After the game took everyonehome and now probably going to watch Remember the Daze from beginning to end because I havent watched the whole thing in one sitting in hella long. :] all in all, good day!

Vote Quique For Homecoming!

So lately whats beeen going on....

• well last saturday hit up sonics again. It was fun. Before Sonics we went bowling, havent been bowling in hella long so it was coo. i did alright haha. sonics was hella good though! :]
• went to shredfest on sunday with Grant to watch Alex and Max skaaate. alex didnt do so well...got out like first 5 tricks. max did okay. this little kid won...he was hella good though.
• schools been hella boring lately still but i feel like its getting better for some reason.
• this week was full of projects. think i did good in them.
• started the potters wheel in ceramics....made my first cup and bowl today :D
• got scared that I might have mono....false alarm. but fun to use it on everyone! hahah.
• this girl is getting me in some shit....dumb.
• homecoming game is tomorrow. kinda excited for some reason....
• vote for Quiqueeee. :]
• taken some film pictures on Maxs cam....ready to try to develop the film tomorrow. dopeee.
• been chillin with Quique a lot...dope ass foo! BFF ya digg.
• Quique and Matt hate eachother now....
• next weekend Kalyn will be here.
• the weekend after that i get my license.
• i hella wanna go shopping.
• i need a job.
• i feel the need to go to socal!

anyway, blah i feel like a bunch of shit is happening or going to happen soon. ugh....hate that feeling. whatever. h0lla.

England 2006

I hella miss england yo! :]

Fall

So yesterday was Friday. Perfect weather I believe :] Really beginning to feel like fall/winter. Cept winter up here gets heeeeella cold. Caught up with everything in ceramics. Doing good in history group project thing. Mr.E's mom died :[ So hes been out but the past few days been hella chill and fun in class. Spanish is always fun for some reason. changed groups in Chem. Ehh my groups alright. Been hella slackin on homework this past week in geometry "/ gotta get it back up. And english we started reading this new book and its like a play so its kinda boring but reading it with different people during class is hella funny. Rained yesterday when I got home. Hungout with Matt after school a bit. Just chilled and talked. Went home.Just chilled most of the day. Had hot chocolate at night at Bens with Ian Ben and Alanna. Watched Fourstar Japan Tour vid last night cause its hella siiiick :D. Anyway, woke up pretty early. Showered, went for a quick 711 run with him and got air in his tires. Now Im home, some shits going on "/ hella dumb. lemme just say, "dont assume, it makes an ass out of YOU and me." whatever, not bout to get involved. Im at such a good point right now forreal so whatever dude. Probably going to clean up the room a bit and organize some stuff. And then going bowling later tonight and finish off with some Sonics or something. So h0lla at it!




Ended up cleaning a bit. Going bowling with Quique Sami Cris and Jaxon and then dropping Sami off. Then going to Sonics and that turned out hella fun. We heard Annette was having a party so we go there and all these parents are outside cause I guess you had to be on a list. so hella people were just chillin on the street that couldnt get in and the parents got all mad and called the cops and stuff. Dumb shit.So ended up going to my house. Chillin. Probs go see Alex and Max at shredfest tomorrow.

Drive Bys

So yesterday ended up chillin at home for a while and then going to Vinnies to chill with him and Davontea. Walked there, which sucked hahaha. Stayed there for a while then Quique came to pick me up. We drove to my house to get my fisheye. Then went to get Jaxon. Ended up washing Quiques car there and messing around with BB guns. Took em in the car and then saw these kids that had guns too and helmets on and stuff. So we hella did a driveby and they ended up shooting at us so we turned around and then went back for them but they were hiding so yeah. Started jamming to Daft Punk, picked up Carlos and went to Nob Hill. Got some yummy ass coldstones. Then went into the market and got some water. Then drove up to Alston Park so Jaxon and Carlos could smoke. Chilled there a bit. Then drove to my house. Ended up chillin there and getting pizza and watching Remember the Daze. They left and I just chilled the rest of the night. Today was a pretty dull day as Filipe put it haha. But srsly, it was just gloomy kinda and just not very good haha. Chloe came over after school just for a little bit, we ate and watched tv then she got picked up cause the school called her mom haha. So I just been chillin and been pissed that i dont have a job and cant get all these pretty clothes i want! lame. gotta get on that. h0lla!

Sonics

So yesterday ended up waking up hella early. Then I just chilled for a while. Then Regan said he was going to be up in Angwin so I drove up to Calistoga to go eat and he had no service so we ended up not meeting up there. So I drove back. I showered and then Quique came over. We went over to Bens and messed with Ian and Ben while they played halo 3. It was pretty funny. Then we played basketball against Ian and Ben. We won of course!! hahaha. I went and got my stuff and we went to pick up Jaxon. We went to 711 to get drinks. Then we headed out to AC to go to Sonics. Line was hella long but went reeally fast so it was good. So we ate and it was heeeeella good for some reason. Giovanie was on break so she came and chilled with us for a bit. After eating we went to Stevens house and Premo and Jackson were there. They said that Hodge was having a party so we drove there and nobody was there so we drove back to Stevens and just chilled there. It was just me Quique Steven and Jaxon. It was hella chill. Then around 11 we left and dropped off Jaxon and then Quique dropped me off. I ended up just talking on the phone in the living room with Chloe and it was hella funny for some reason. Ian was out there on the computer. And i fell asleep and he didnt even tell me. So I woke up at like 7 cause my dad was messing with the coffee machine and I was hella confused and thought i had school and all this stuff. So after that went back into my room and slept to like 11 hahaha. Watched How to loose a guy in 10 days. Quique came by and dropped of my money. Might chill with him or Matt later. Idk. H0lla.

Red Hot Chili Peppers

Stomach hurt today but chill dayyy. Movie and reading in history. Made my box in ceramics. Not dont but close haha. Didnt do much in TA cept text. Then test in spanish and game[i was score keeper so it was chill]. Had a sub in chem and she just sat in the back of the room and read the whole time so like half the class ditched. I just chilled with giovanie mario and alex for the whole class. Then at lunch I went off with Mario and Giovanie. We went to Target for some business and then to Wendys for some yuicy burgers :] Had a sub in math so I just texted the whole time and listened to Ratatat and did homework from the day before. Then had our Catcher in the Rye exam in english which i didnt even know about and considering i skipped like 100 pages in the middle of the book I probably didnt do to swell. After school went to Chloes and chilled and ate pizza and messed with her brother. We just sat and talked and then went to the JV game. Stayed for literally 5 mins and then had to leave to go baby sit. Really didnt feel well so I got an icecream from McDonalds and a drink. Went to the house I babysit at, only Tomas was there and his dad so he left to get the pizza so me and Tomas just talked. Then Javier got back with the pizza and Mary and Eva came home. At around 8 Mary and Javier left. I swear, that little girl is so evil and weird. She went and took a huge bite of a red hot chili pepper and started like fckin choking and turned all red and her mouth was HELLA watering and eyes all watering and I srsly just like sat there and watched her like WTFFFF you serious right now? Tomas was just cracking up and then handed her a soda and she drank it hella fast. Crazy kid. Then she started saying random shit like how she wants to be a lesbian when shes older cause she doesnt wanna see a guys penis and shit [shes 6 might i add!]. And talking about this sex scene she saw in a movie and omg, it was too much! hahahah. Tomas just sat there and watched her and was hella laughing. Anyway, ended up going up to listen to music in the loft and they were hella singing and dancing to "i kissed a girl", "p[lease dont stop the music", and "sexyback". funny shit. wish i brought my camera for real. Then we ended up watching Balls of Fury. Eva fell asleep and Tomas was just about to. Right when it was over Mary and Javier came home so I got my money and then left. Couldnt chill with Quique cause he already went home but its all good. Needa watch remember the daze cause i havent watched it in a while. h0lla!

Horoscopes.

Pretty good day today besides the fact I was supposedly in a bad mood. Things...or people I should say just piss me off! haha. Anyway, finished my mask...not gotta hurry up and start the next project. Hella funny day in TA. Me Carlien and Mr. E just looked at horoscopes and talked about how they are hella real and then we made fun of this guy who is fucking annoying!!! good shit. Then hella got blackout in bingo for practice for the spanish test! haha. Chem we had our "fish kill" presentations. They were so bad hahahahahaha. Whatever after everyone said that we did it, it ended up being the stupid Power Company! yeee. Quiz in geo, easy shit. And socratic seminar thing in English which meant all the people "outside the fishbowl" did nothing. I colored everyother box on my graph paper and just listened to the funny shit the people "in the fishbowl" said haha. After school chilled for a bit, then got picked up. Max bought me a coke :] haha. Then we dropped him off and I went home and ate and then around 4:45 I got picked upfor my last driving lesson. I knew this lady was going to be "hard" on me and actually make sure I know what im doing unlike the other 2 hahah. But it was hella chill. Had to take home this older lady who moved here from the Philippines. Dropped her off in Vallejo and since it was "rush hour" there was hella traffic through AC that wasted most of my time but whatever. Then we drove back into town and went home. She said I have nothing to worry about, I am smart, I know what im doing, my "parents should be proud" [haha you swear], and that she knows ill pass :] yayyy haha. Anyway, babysitting tomorrow after I watch the JV game i guess. Peace h00lla.

ohhhh BTW

I've come to the conclusion....that i expect way too much and always think something better is around the corner. I know what im looking for and it just isnt around here.

"Im not here to smoke, Im just here for the AMBIANCE"

So ambiance was probably the word of the day haha. Anyway, pretty much finished my mask today. Spanish was kinda boring cause Chris wasnt there but still talked with Attalah and Josh. Had a sub in chem so didnt really do anything at all. Me and Giovanie talked a bit about a bunch of stuff. Then Zenia joined us haha. During lunch I chilled with Stavi and Kolton since I havent talked to them in hella long. Ugh, changed seats in English which suckkssss. After school, Chloe came over and we made sandwiches and talked bout stuff. Then Quique came over and we chilled a bit. Then we drove to Keanas, chilled in her house for a bit then her mom told us to get out haha. We went and chilled at the gazebo or whatever its called. Hella laughed there, so much random shit. Then we left and us 3 went back to my house. Made Quique a sandwich then chilled in my room till Quique got a call from his parents saying he was grounded blah blah. So he left, pretty pissed. Me and Chloe set up the AMBIANCE in my room haha. Then chilled a bit then I drove her home and yeee. Just ate egg burrito :] mmmmm. Going to just read and probably watch a movie tonight, get my notes ready for tomorrows quiz. h0lla.

Hiccups

Omg I swear I had hiccups alllll day today. They kept going and coming going and coming. Day was alright, had the opportunity to use the potters wheel but I had to paint my trivet and stuff so chose to do that. Spanish was kinda fun cause I was hella laughing cause Chris was hella high hahaha. Chem was heeeella boring. Chilled with Grant and Giovanie at lunch. English we had SSR day[favorite day i swear haha] and I was heeeella laughing at Matt and Jordy. They are so funny. After school me and Max walked to his house and ate hotpockets and chips and drank some lemonade. Chilled and watched tv and ended up both falling asleep. Woke up to his sister just like hella staring at me. Shes soooo cute. I wish she wasnt so damn shy! Anyway, then got picked up. Since im reading the notebook for outside reading, I hella wanna watch the movie right now! hahaha. So have my last behind the wheel on Thursday and test friday? hopefully.

Itty Bitty City By the Water

Woke up around 10:30. Showered and got ready. Went by Maxs and picked up his camera. Went to Safeway to get some film and my dad shopped. I got picked up from there. Me and Quique went to Jesus's house to get him. Then drove aaaaall the way to Cris's house to get him. Then drove out to the city. Pretty easy ride there. Jammed. Started off at Union Square/Market Street. Went into Urban Outfitters and looked around there. Then saw Taylor and Miranda. They left and we continued shopping. Then went to Blondies for lunch. Pizza was heeeella good. Then went to Gap and the mall. Went to Abercrombie, American Eagle, Vans, Ruehl, and stuff. Then went to Forever 21 and Puma. Then went back to the car and went to go to Haight/Ashbury. Ended up missing the turn when I was on the phone, so we went back and there were no left turns to we went like more than half way back to Market street and then went around towards Haight. Took forever to find parking. So finally we parked and went into Stussy and True[boys] and into the Cafe next door. Got some sweet potatoe fries and decided to go into True[girls]. Ended up having a huge store sale there. Scored huuuuuge on a Hellz Bellz jacket that was originally 152 bucks and got it for 20. then walked back and drove home. Got free ben and Jerrys from Miranda and drove everyone home. Peaaaace. hella good day.

Roll the Dice

So Friday was an alright day. Found my trivet i thought i lost in ceramics! the one for tayne, so its important :] and worked on my mask, decided to do a hawaiian tiki mask :] Anyway, just graded some presentations for TA and in 3rd we just chilled and did some work and vocab. And in chem we did a lab, pretty easy, cept I left my lab notebook thereee. 5th and 6th was just whatever. 6th was fun because me and grant didnt do anything and we were inthe "quiet corner" and stuff and just messed around hahaha. Then after school me and grant took chloe to the swamp thing at schhool and he left and we just chilled back there for a bit. Then we got some slurpees and went to my house. We watched some charlie bartlett and ate some sandwiches. Then went to bens and watched them play halo and i was hella laughing bout random shit, hella funny. Then we sat in my dark room and listened to music, that was pretty chill. We went to round table and got some pizza, and drove back and ate. Then partied in my room. Then I drove her home and went home and watched Parent Trap and then went to bed. Fun dayyy. Then today watched Coco Chanel and then got some subway and went to Ben and Jerrys with Quique and ben. Probs just chillin out for the rest of the day. Cant wait for tomorrow. Going to the city with Quique, Jaxon, Jesus and idk who else. Maybe see filipe. So h0lla at it.




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So ended up chillin with Chloe and Keana and Ben later in the day. Walked to the park and played soccer with these balls that were there and then walked to Alston Park. Didnt go the scary house with them on the way so i just walked to Alston park and waited. Then they came and we went up to the table on the top of the hill and just chilled there and stuff. Hella wanted to stay there longer but couldnt cause ben had to leave so planning on going back soon haha. Then walked back to my house annd chill sessioned it in my room with the incense and music. Keana and Ben killed it so we ended up going out and eating cup of noodles. Then Keana left and I took Chloe home. Now just jammin to old Metro Station, the versions when no one knew them hahaha. Kay h0lla.!

"Ella es.......

So today in Spanish we had to describe this picture of this girl. So this guy says "Ella es linda"....obviously meaning she is pretty. And this girl goes "Wait, how do you know her name is LINDA!" funny ass friggen shit. I was cracking up! hahaha. Fun stuff in that class yo! Anyway, the rest of the day was alright. Cept tobe honest, sometimes i dont like when i just sit around doing nothing in a class believe it or not. Like the movie didnt work in 0 period so i just sat around and wrote 2 paragraphs of my essay. in ceramics i cant find my fckin trivet and didnt know what to do for my mask so i didnt do anything in that class. and in 4th period i finished my graph 2 days ago so i didnt do anything in there either! idk sometimes it just gets annoying. TA is a different story though :] sooo anyway, after school Max came over and we ate some sandwiches and i put some stuff on his ipod. Then i left a little earlier to go for my second driving session which was fun. Drove into sonoma and shit. The guy was hella chill. I swear he was faded or something. Anyway, got home and chilled out for a bit. Was going to go to Davonteas but that didnt work out and then ate dinnaaaa and then chilled. Now im just chillin. h0lla.

Wallflower ---

a person who, because of shyness, unpopularity, or lack of a partner, remains at the side at a party or dance.


So today I finished Perks of Being a Wallflower and let me just say, didnt expect that ending at all. Damn, but overall, veeeery good book! :] First one I have read in hella long and I think it hella makes me wanna read more. But anyway yeah so good book :]

In other news, today was actually a good day. No reason why or anything, just nothing bothered me too much. Finished the 9/11 movie in US history. Read in ceramics because I was lazy again. Did some computer work in TA. Tested in spanish and it was very easy. Did some graph shit in Chem, again, very easy. Lunch was kinda gay...but when is it not? Tested in Geometry. Kinda disapointed though because I dont think I did very well. Then just took notes in english but that class is always fun haha. Then after school I went home and slept for a bit because I was hellllla tired and my behind the wheel teacher was coming late. So she came around 530. I sat in the back while the girl who had her session drove back home. We all talked about "scary things". Then we got to Calistoga and dropped her off and I started driving. It was so chill like Robyn was my "teacher" and we pretty much just talked and laughed and listened to music the whole time. It was dope. So we drove from Calistoga into Napa. To the DMV and we went on both of the two routes they have the driving test on. So I got a feel for that. Then we went back into Downtown kinda and went all the way up Dry Creek and then back to my house. Pretty fun. So pretty excited for my next two and then my test. ! h000lla.

ugh, mom is going to Socal tomorrow. Im so jealous. Partly because i wanna go down there and then because its going to be so boring here. Well....maybe not. But I hella wanted to go into the city this weekend. Whateva.

Free Carlos!

Carlos is out! yayy so good seeing him today!


So today was alright. Early mornings arent my thing though. So movie about 9/11 again in early flight. Did nothing but finish math homework in ceramics cause i was lazy. then in TA just chilled cause i was alone again. spanish was kinda fun cause i think im doing pretty good in it, then in 4th we had a sub so we did whatever we wanted. I got called out for some peer support counsiling thing which i dont even know why i have it still cause i had it last year cause i was new but its so stupid! so i just left class and walked around a bit. was going to leave early for lunch but no one was going to i went back to class for the last 10 minutes and chilled. Then lunch was hella gay as always. in geometry we just went over review for the test tomorrow[which i am worried about] and then finished the graduate in english and silent read. after school i chilled a bit and then went to maxs house. he had to clean so i just layed down and watched vh1. then we did some homework and listened to ratatat. then we messed around and got pizza and watched zoolander and then i went out to see davontea because he just moved into the apartments and then i had to leave and go to staples. now im home. hella full. hella bored. talking to mere online. and texting maaaah fools. and gotta copy all my notes into my new notebook because i finally got one and get to use them on the test. yay me. haha. then probably going to watch a movieee. so h0lla at it. first behind the wheel tomorrow :0.

"I Will Follow You Into the Dark"

So yesterday was alright. Started watching this video about 9/11 and stuff. Pretty "graphic" and intense if i do say so myself. I saw things i never knew about before and all that stuff, crazy to see. Anyway, finished glazing in ceramics already so I just chilled a bit. Sub in TA so we just chilled. Test in spanish and then finished the movie and ate hella chips with the boys in my row haha. Chem was boring as alwayssss. Lunch, they played friggen "i cant believe it" so many friggen times! but it was chill i guess. Did some more stuff in math, understood the whole "given-prove" thing. And watched a movie in english. Damn ms augustine really has a faaaat stick up her ass this week. She sent Grant to the dean for using his phone yesterday and a few days ago sent jordy to the dean for taking a bite of an apple. like are you serious? hella gay. Anyyyyway, went to chloes after school and just chilled and hunnng out and talked and stuff. Then went home, changed a bit, and went to matts to go to the game with him and jordy. we met up with nancy and lauren and stuff and ended up chilin with hella people in the stands. Pretty fun but heeeeeeella cold. Ended up chillin with Keana and Chloe and stuff towards the end of the game. Varsity didnt win. Idk bout JV, i forget. Then after the game I went to Matts with Jordy and they were just jammin on the guitars. It was hella chill and calming. Dope shit. Around 11 I went home and chilled a bit. Ended up talking to chloe on the phone for hella long about random shit that we wnted to talk about and everything and I cleared my mind bout hella shit. Then i texted Grant a bit, watched Remember the Daze and fell asleep like right when it started hhaha. But yeah, chillin now. Probs going to try to turn in work apps today or something. Iwanna go out tonight. h0lla yo.

Billcos

So today was alright. Was productive in my classes :] haha. Notes in 0 period. Glazed my "D" tile in ceramics. Was the only TA in 2nd today so did most of the stuff, helped some people, laminated. Studied and had some laughs in spanish. Not really much in chem. always boring. Lunch was kinda fun, just chilled. The usual in geometry. Movie in english, that class always happens to be fun because of maaah area :] So came home and watched remember the daze because its been with chloe for a while. Then dozed off a bit. Did homework. Went to Billcos for the Nana de Carlo show. It was pretty fun, chilled with Carlien, Natalie, and Carliens BFF mostly. We all went to small world to get drinks[place to go when broke i swearrr]. We came back and had to leave our drinks at the bar and watched Nana de Carlo play. It was probably my favorite show ive seen them play so far. It was fun and a good set. Dope. I was gunna play pool after they played but my madreee came so i left. Now just chillin, have to read. And as for tomorrow...TGIF! on the real. Probs going to the football game and stuff. Just gon chill. IDK whats going down this weekend. Bon Creme on Sunday for sure probs. Might chill with Filipe or other people. I wanna go to a party or have a kickback with some friends. That sounds fun. Oooo found out that kalyn is coming October 18-20. Ill hopefully have my license by then and we will adventure! I havent seen her in almost a year! Shit, i miss her! And fiiiiiinally scheduled my first behind the wheel on Tuesday after school. I wanna get them all done asap so i can get my damn license already. Ill never be home yo, busting random ass trips to the city and such. Cept i needa get a job if i wanna do all that. Im stupid. arrite well peace!!!!

"I Feel Infinite"

"After the dance, we left in Sam's pickup. Patrick was driving this time. As we were approaching the Fort Pitt Tunnel, Sam asked Patrick to pull the to the side of the road. I didnt know what was going on. Sam then climbed to the back of the pickup, wearing nothing but her dance dress. She told Patrick to drive, and he got this smile on his face. I guess they had done this before. Anyway, Patrick started driving really fast, and right before we got to the tunnel, Sam stood up, and wind turned her dress into ocean waves. When we got to the tunnel, all the sound got scooped up into a vacuum, and it was replaced by a song on the tape player. A song called "Landslide". Wheb we got out of the tunnel, Sam screamed this really fun scream, and there it was. Downtown. Lights on buildings and everything that makes you wonder. Sam sat down and started laughing. Patrick started laughing. I started laughing. And in that moment, I swear we were infinite."


So last night i started reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I started it before Mere moved a while back but i never got very far in it and i needed an outside reading book and it was recommended by Kalyn and stuff. So I bought it and after i read my reading for english, i started it and i started reading hella of it last night. Like i said i would stop after the first few pages but i kept going and stuff and idk, i hella like it. Anyway, this "section" of the book has been in my head all day for some reason. But yeah, probs cause that sounds sooo good to feel/see right now. But yeah, idk, doing more reading lately is like making me think hella lately.

On the other hand, everyone is friggen annoying this year. Srsly. I hate being at school because everyone is just on my nerves and stuff. gay shit dudeeee. well yeah, license soon hopefully. just chillin. h0lla.

When Life Hands You Lemons.....

Paint That Shit GOLD!

So lately, its been hella cold in the mornings and hella hot in the day so thats been pissing me off. And I have had hella heavy backpack. And everyone is annoying me. Pretty much, ever since I came back from LA, everyone i used to chill with changed and its fucking annoying. By the time I go back to visit LA, imma be soooooo sick of everyone I cant wait hahaha. Anyway, yeah so besides that, I been sleeping a lot and chillin with Max a lot lately, which is chill because hes pretty dope! But yeah, I want John to visit again for a longer time. I believe hes coming to visit again in October :] Man I wanted to visit LA in october for taynes bday too. Well maybe ill visit in October or November or something. IDK. I wanna chill at Meres house again too. Tayne still has to visit and im sure that will be fun. Saving money for us to go shopping too! Man do I need my license and a job. Shit, thats going to be my first priority from now on. Blah, so Boat Dance and stuff is coming up, idk if I wanna go yet. Whatevaaaa anyway, first football game...well scrimage tomorrow. Fasho. h0lla.

"why you so excited!"

So John came todayy. I thought we were just gunna chill for the day but he ended up being able to spend the night so its chill. We first went to Copia and Oxbow market and just chilled there. Then we went to Andretti winery and WineSpirits. Then ate in downtown at Buckhorn. Hella good. And then we went to the bowlingalley but it was closed so we just drove to my house. We pretty much just been chillin ever since. Matt met up with us for a while but then he left. All nighter yo, h0lla!.

Bonding

chilled with Keana and Chloe today for the first time in foreverrrr. they are fckin funny yo. anyway, this week at school has been hot and boring! not much went on but yeah. johns coming tonight! yayyyyy. h0lla. oh and friggen inspiring maaaaan, i love Kaaaaaanye!




and this is just hella funny.


h0lla!

Uneasy

I dont even know man! Ugh annoying shit. AAAAAnyway, today was good. Started making the first project in ceramics. Fun dudeeee. Chill day in pretty much all my classes. Got switched out of Algebra 1 finally and now im in 5th period geometry and in 6th period english. Hella chill people are in my new english class like Matt, Jordy, Joe, Grant, Teal, Nancy, Tania and soooo on. :] I heard the teachers a bitch though but whatevaaaa. So today was quite boring when I got home. Hoping for a better day tomorrow and I need to stop lagging and get my books. Got my off grounds pass today :D yayy haha. Kay im out peeeeeeace.

"Feed Me, Wipe My Ass, Tuck Me In"

So today was my first day with my changed schedule. I like it a lot better. I mean I have 0 period now but its a hella chill class and I know a lot of people so its chill! In ceramics we started our first project thing. Class seems like its going to be hella fun. :] yayyy. So I had first day of TA today. Pretty chill!!! Carleen is the other TA so its dope and we were just chillin. Small class too so we probs dont have to do much. The rest of my classes nothing special happened. After school I turned in my other schedule change for math. I saw
Davontea for the first time in hella long. It was nice seeing him, I miss that foo! I chilled after school waiting for a ride with Ian, Ben and Max for a while. Shit Max is hella funny. I still owe him a cake for his birthday back in june! hahahahaha. So came home and watched Hills Premier, then Laguna Beach with Ian hahaha. BTW i hella wanna go to the beach now! haha. And then watched Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants but fell asleep. Then woke up and drove to Staples to get stuff for school. When I was driving back, I forgot to put my lights on and a cop was like "turn your lights on!" haha. shieeet. So now im chillin. Hella bored. Yayyy first early day tomorrow! h0lla!

"No Man I'm A Junior"

Damn so first day of school today. It was good seeing everyone though. Cept the "group" didnt know where our "spot" was yet so we chilled at the old spot. So review of classes today. Ceramics seems like it will be fun when we start actually making stuff. He seems pretty chill. Nancy is in that class too so its good. I had us history for 2nd but I changed it to TA for Mr. E so it will be hella chill. But it kinda sucks because now I have us history for early flight and I liked my class today. It had like Nikki and Stavi and all of them but my teacher was BORING! Anyway, Spanish 1 is 3rd and my teacher seems hella chill and nice and stuff. With H0llie, Chris Cowden and other people. 4th I have chem with Jackson. Giovanie Alex and Carlos and stuff are in that class which is hella chill but my table group is really awkward hahahaha. 5th I have Am Lit. That class is going to be hella fun I think. Its already pretty funny. I sit with Audri and Premo and stuff and Kassey and hella other people are in that class. Going to be chill. And 6th for today I had Algebra 1 with Fregoso but Im supposed to be transferring out to Geometry because Mr. Lilly messed up. So I hopefully will be out soon, that class suckkkkkks. And im bout to kill myself with that teacher hahaha. So anyway, schedule is pretty chill I guess. Id rather have a "busy" year this year and chill year senior year. Anyway, I came home and slept haha. Now im just chillin. Early flight tomorrow "/ gaaaaaaaaaay but whatevvvv. H0lla!

Summer Maaaaaadness

Summer 2008. Not over yet but starting school tomorrow. Suuuuucks but its all good. It was fun...waaaaaaay better than last year.....maybe just because I been living here a year now but it was good. Summer school was chill, did good in it, chilled with friends, met new people. Turned 16. Went to Socal[probs the highlight of this summer forsure. best visit by far haha]. Saw all my favorite people, got even closer with people, bonded. Came back to NorCal and relaxed and chilled. Stayed up lateeee, woke up laaaaaate. Gotta get back into "school mode". My sleeping pattern is all messed up now haha. But yeah excited for this year. Junior year man....things went by reeeeeally fast for me. I srsly feel like I was JUST a freshman at GHS. But Im aiming for a good year, gotta keep my grades up like I did this past year, and keep my priorities straight. Keep contact with my mains in LA, get my license, start working, doing stuff on my own. Well heres to a good summer :] peeeeace.

"You look like Singapore Hoe!"

So I had orientation today. It was very lameee. Got there at 9AM. Waited for Macario with Carlos. We chilled for a bit. Then waited in line for frigge ever to get our ID pictures and stuff. Then got my schedule and met up with Matt and Jordy. Went to Mr. E's class to ask if I could TA and talked to him for a bit. Then I went to ask my counciler and shit about some stuff. I needa change some classes. Then my dad picked up me, Matt, Jordy, and Ashley and we went to New York Pizza. I got chinese food instead and it was so good. We saw some people there then Matts dad took us back to school so Matt could get his ID and I chilled and talked with Giovannie, Carlos, and Macario. Then we chilled out for a bit and I went to Matts and we just chilled for a bit. And then I came home and slept for a few hours and been chillin. I think I lost my ID card which suuuuucks. So I have to go back on Friday and get my books, redo my ID, pay for my SuperPunch, change my schedule and turn in my off grounds forms. Yeeeeee. Hella stupid. H0lla.

I GOT GRAAAAAAPES

Yet again I woke up late. Had breakfast, watched Buzzin for a while and other recordings. Made myself a sandwich and Alex came overrr. We chilled and played xbox at bens for a bit and then chilled at my house a bit. Then went biking up to Alston Park and biked all around and went over to the vineyards behind it and then chilled and got some grapes. They were hella good. Some were sour but they were good. Then we just chilled up there for a bit and then back to my house and had homemade burgers and then I took him home. Watched the Olympics when I got home and lemme say....Phelps is a fox :] hahaha. I used to be like obsessed with him in middle school and now I remember why :D hahaha. Anyway, now im chillin. Probs going to sneak out and chill with Macario for a bit. But boring day, ughhhh orientation tomorrow. Not looking forward to school starting....but then again, maybe it will be good. Peeeeace.

"I didnt know your name, but you looked as cool as ice cream"

"Nights have been wild, days have been crazy, for the past 3 or 4 weeks. Im gunna, miss you like crazy, cause its the last day on the beach" - Miss You Like Crazy; Briskeby


So been listening to that song like all day for real. Just this band in general is such a chill band and stuff. Love listening to them :] Anyway had the weirdest dream last night after looking through old letters and stuff haha. Found funny drawings from Tayne, weird ass random notes from Darlene, me and Brydens letters from like 7th grade!, and letters from Morgan and stuff hahah. Anyway, so in my dream it was like me, Tayne, Kalyn, and Roxine and we were at this playground thing in the middle of the ocean and we saw a shark and Tayne and Rox werent quick enough so they got eaten and all this shit. It was just really weird haha. So went to Vacaville for shopping today. Got good ass tacos at Baja Fresh, Ian got new nikes, and I just got some jeans. Came home and chilled for a bit and then went to Alexs house because he just got back from LA today. So we chilled and then went to the movies to go see Batman. I can agree with everyone and say it was a very good movie. We ate Frosted Flakes like the whole time and now im sooo sick of them haha. Well yeah, im so friggen bored.! h0lla. Dont know what movie to watch tonight.

Bed Head

Went to the fair yesterday. REEEEEALLY lame, left early. Came home around 8 and slept around 830 since i was so friggen tired. Slept till like 330AM, got a bowl of cereal, and came back and went back to bed round 6AM. Slept till like 1. So lazy today. Then went to play halo3 at Bens. Came home and been lazy chillin all day. I reeeeally wanna redo my room. Like everything in it. I wanna paint too and put up pictures. I was talking to Filipe today about colleges and shit and I still dont really know what I want to do, thats what I really need to start thinking about and stuff. Anyway I also really want a Nikon D40. Like....I want that for xmas or something. Or I would like a job so I could buy it. And I also really needa get my license soon. Well orientation is on Wednesday and I wanna change somethings around. Like right now I only have one elective which is ceramics...but I think I need a new one because I need more credits for electives so I think imma add 0 period Am.History which was my original plan and add either TA for Mr. E or photography. Idk why I wanna take that class again...probs because I had that class freshman year and fcked it up. And because I wanna take pictures with film and develop them myself HAHA. Well yeah...thats about it. Gotta enjoy my last free week of summer. H0LLA!.

THATS A DEEEEEEAL!

HAHAHAHA. So Saffron moved today so yesterday after waking up at like 230 I chilled for a bit and then Katy picked me up and we picked up Saffron and went to Vallejo..well, Glen Cove to go to this "pool party" at this guy Stanleys house. Turned out to be really lame and everyone was leaving and it was hella cold at the cove! So Filipe called me to ask where I was and I think we were close but we couldnt meet up. Well we went to Aarons house and just sat outside. Then we all decided to go to Glen Cove Park. The people I remember being there were Saffron, Katy, Jay, Aaron, Tyler, Dustin, Adrian, Nick and Stanley. Anyway we just chilled there for a while. These dumb girls came and called us girls Napa Hoes hahahahaha. So it was hella cold so Saffron, Aaron and I went into Katys car and were just talking and chilling. Then after a while we everyone cept for Adrian, Nick, and Stanley went to "the beach" hahaha. We all chilled in Katys car. Mostly just me, Saffron and Aaron were in there. We walked down to the beach thing and were there for a little bit and then came back up. Dustin and Saffron stayed for a while! hahahahah. Then Jay was being weird and awkward so I kinda ditched his ass ha. Then Saffron had to get home so me, her, and Katy drove back to AC after we got McDonalds. It was 1230 and she had to be back at like 12. The door was locked so we tried getting into her house a million ways for like and hour and a half before her sister came and told us that no one was home and we had to go stay somewhere else! So we met up with Tyler Dustin and Aaron at the Safeway in AC. Saffron went with Dustin and the rest of us went to McDonalds to get Jay food. Then Aaron got his car and we drove down to the beach again. We just chilled and stuff for a while. Then we went up to this place with a nice ass view but it was hella cold and windy so we all just stayed in our own cars for a while and stuff. We were there for quiiiiiite a while. Stuff went down hahaha. Then we went back to Aarons house. We played Rockband and just chilled and listened to music for a while but yeah haha. Then we all kinda fell asleep at like 7 AM. We had to leave at 10 to get us back to Saffrons. So we got to her house. Then went to Starbucks and Safeway to get drinks. Chilled there for a while, talking and stuff. Then went back to her house and to the park and chilled there. Chilled in her house for a bit and went to the other park and just chilled. Then my mom came to pick me up so I said my goodbyes to Saffron :[. I feel like its when I moved all over again, saying bye to her and stuff. Now im home and chillin. Fair later probs. idk yet.

OH so also, my responses from Tayne and Bryden from the previous post made me really happy. It makes me know I got them fo'eva! I love them for real! :]

IDK My BFF.... _________?

So woke up pretty early today. Round 930. I started watching TV for a while. I was watching The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants and I was actually satisfied with it. I thought it was going to be really gay but it was pretty good. I am probably going to see the 2nd one now haha. But seeing that movie made me realized that I havent had a "girl bestfriend" since like middle of 8th grade. Like Bryden and I were best friends from like 6th grade to middle of 8th and I know that doesnt sound like much when I say it like that but we saw eachother like everyday. We wrote notes to eachother throughout 7th grade and did everything together. We clicked automatically in 6th grade. We lived close too so I would go to her house, she would go to mine, all that stuff. But middle of 8th we started drifting and hanging out with different people. Things started getting weird between us and stuff. I took it as it was nothing but I think it really effected me in some way. Like John came over like everyday in 8th grade because he moved so I got reeeeeally close with him as I was drifting from Bryden. Now me and him have been best friends for quite a while now. He is my current best friend because hes always been there for me and all of that. I am perfectly fine with him being my best friend, I tell him a lot but I cant tell him everything, and talk about boys and all that shit. I have problems with the girls in Napa. They all judge me about the stupidest shit and all Napa girls talk shit and all that which makes it even harder because Im the "Weird-New-Girl-From-LA" or "The Slut!" haha. So I hangout with mostly all boys....I think thats slightly because of being bestfriends with John...but its also that boys are easier to get along with. They talk shit, but not that kind of shit like all the girls. I like going to LA because not only is it a getaway from my parents and this whole scene its a time when I can go to my girls. Tayne for instance is a girl Im mostly always with when Im in LA. We dont talk about everything but its nice to talk to a girl for a change. And I visited Bryden when I was there recently and to have our boy talks, and our "remember when" talks, and doing all the stuff we used to do its so nice. Like if someone saw what we did, it wouldnt seem like much but to me, its something I really love to do. I miss having that dominant girl to go to. Like....my sister isnt even living with us anymore so its really just me and a whole bunch of guys when im not in LA. That is pretty much what I have been thinking about this whole day because idk its weird for me I guess. And I dont like how im not even trying to talk to the girls up here as a reeeeeeeally close girl friend but its probably because of all the shit Ive heard and stuff. It makes me feel like not even approaching it. Hmm....well yeah. Thats just something I need to do with no offense to John or my love for theeeee males hahaha. Well on another subject, was hoping to chill with Filipe today but he has work so cant do that....maybe ill see him after but IDK. Been so lazy lately. Waking up in the late afternoon, breakfast on the couch in my PJs watching tv all day. Gotta start doing stuff more. Well yeah so this post is pretty much for all the main girls in maaaaaaah life! Love you girls. And for John for being the bestest best friend ever! Love you! Peace yooooo

post for Bryden Jenkins, Tayne Yoon, John Cruz, and all my other girls!




love you B!


forever!


Tayne! good friends fo'eva!


my favorite giiiiiiiirls! love em.