Cinco de Mayo

Or however you spell it. The mexicans went on a march today around the school, hella funny and some guy dressed up like one of those mexican band members!!! Ehh today was okay, too bad people are getting to me more and more. Like, im getting so annoyed of things lately. No PMS or anything, just straight up im getting a lower and lower tolerance of people. Not even annoying people or anything, just people in general. I really need a get away. Real talk. I either need to go somewhere far..by myself[which obviously isnt going to happen because im friggen 15], or to LA and only see the people i really need to see and that wont get me mad or anything. Like the people i am really close to and havent drifted apart and Bryden and christian and fiona and morgan and all of them. Those are some of the people i really need to see and just chill with and talk. Or i need my license asap and just go up to like...some really high place in napa, sit there on the hood, listen to incubus and just think to myself and stuff. I dont know, ever since summer, ive really learned to be independent and not rely or worry about other people. Im content with being by myself. And school is just annoying me and people at school and the stupid napa boys. They dont get "I dont want a boyfriend" they think that means "i dont wanna be with someone, so never talk to me again and forget you ever knew me". because that is exactly how they act. ohhh and some other people...younger than me....think i have changed from hanging out with these guys. well soooorry you guys are just hella immature and shit. Well, yeah im going to put it out there before i send any of you the wrong message. Sorry if i get mad at your or something, im just am getting very annoyed at like...everything. i just need time to get away and think. oh that reminds me, another place i would go is to the beach, this late, in frisco, with the skyline view and just....quiet. Maybe i just miss the city...i dont know. whatever, im just sick of napa. but yeah thats about it. Hella bored and annoyed. Peace!